Just a Sip
So just sitting here missing people ive grown accustomed to being in my life. You know its actually quite funny because in the beginning i was really worried about how much this person would annoy me and as it turns out i really miss having her around. But thats not really why i got on to write... i got on because lately ive been thinking a lot about the simple little moment in life and how much of an impact they make on our whole life. For example, i have never a "drink" in my life and i hopefully never will. However this is something ive always lived by and it was never question or tried. But now a days temptation is every where i turn "just take one sip" "try a little" "have a drink" the list goes on. The bad part of this all is not that people are offering me drinks but that i actually really want some. Now im not saying i would like to drink on a regular basis or end up like the rest of my alcoholic family but i just want a little bit... because for that brief moment when someone hands me a shot or a cup it seems so innocent just a drink. just a taste. and for that moment i forget. the pain. the suffering. the lives alcohol has consumed and i really want to grab that glass and swig it down just to show them i can. However, thats not life. life comes with consequences and i pray that even in those small moments i will stay strong and i will not forget what comes after the harmless "taste"
Friday, June 29, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
So this isnt that most deep thought ive ever had.. but what the heck. When ever i sense that something good is happening i tend to jump to the end and think that everyone else should already be there with me. however, i am learning it is not so simple. If i sense that im pregnant that doesn't mean i can automatically jump to me having the baby in my arms. thats life. and i need to constantly remind myself that, that applies to all aspects of life. Especially relationships.
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