So this isnt that most deep thought ive ever had.. but what the heck. When ever i sense that something good is happening i tend to jump to the end and think that everyone else should already be there with me. however, i am learning it is not so simple.  If i sense that im pregnant that doesn't mean i can automatically jump to me having the baby in my arms. thats life. and i need to constantly remind myself that, that applies to all aspects of life. Especially relationships.